haha woah I never thought I'd ever find myself at blogger typing a post again. Haha, been really really busy and tired these past few months(woah 7 months since the last post?!) so yea haven't been blogging and I dun think many ppl have the time to blog now anyway haha.

So...I just got back from a really good play at RJ with TANMEIJIA and we talked abt damn alot tgt as usual, shall talk abt that later if I have time. What stunned me was that on the way home I thought about so many things. I haven't really had time to just sit down and think, stone, reflect, watever u call it for so long already that i realised just how much I've forgotten over these past few months. All the memories came flowing back and I just kept reminiscing and thinking about countless things. My life's been full of ups and downs, unforgettable memories and regrets, pinnacles and rock bottoms, etc etc. Just mixed emotions aflurry. haiz.

I know the next time I post will probably be like next year or smth so while I'm here I shall talk abt what's there to do. Next week's full of Jap school immersion and briefings for the diff trips, then I'll be leaving for Vietnam on Saturday! Somehow among the jubilation comes a tinge a bitterness. Nevertheless, I just wanna get away from Singapore, away from reality, escapism? Maybe. Haha. Anyway so one week in Vietnam before coming back for 2 days and then heading to HongKong! Since the other SCs have decided to extend their stay I guess I won't be coming back to Singapore to transfer flight so after a week in Hong Kong I'll go to China with my family hahaha. I really regret not choosing to go Japan or Korea this year. ohwells, there's always next year! Haha. And besides, I heard that there'll be a sch trip to Korea next year! HAHA. Can't wait man.

Anyway i realise i gtg soon cause it's my grandparent's anniversary dinner haha. Shall update the next time! I realise my writing style changes after every time phase that I don't blog o.O alright till next time!

Hamamatsu immersion during Sec 3, one of the most carefree and fun periods of my life that i got to knw many awesome friends from other schs and experience jap culture firsthand!BBQ party at Weijia's new house that was extremely fun cause we all went mad and kinda "mangled" the stuff toy on her lap LOL. Sec 3 also. When hartoyo was still taking third lang...I really miss the times when loads of dhs ppl still take third lang and every trip to and from moelc was filled with laughter and craziness. haha ps ros couldn't find one a nicer one..Year 3 Level camp at Malaysia! 4D SG guys! hahaha. with minjie refusing to be a part of the photo? Year 3 level camp was super fun...haiz. Yujie's bday celeb at KBOX. known her for so long and my sitting partner alongside minjie during sec4! Miss the gd times we had...My first movie with my crazy 4D friends at Tamp hahaha. Alien vs predator which got us all damn hyped up and started the whole craze and retarded accents and actions. Some parts of chemistry that I actually like...the lab sessions hahaha. Still rmb how we all ended up with diff coloured chemicals and laughing it off cause we juz couldn't be bothered to do the experiment properly -.- but nevertheless chem had it's own share of fun bah i guess..Year 4 precamp for group leaders! had loads of fun with many others that aren't in the picture sadly. Planning the event was awesome and so were the funny talking birds lol -.-Shall end off with 2 scenery pics...this one's prob taken during one of the trips to sch on the subsidised bus with the tamp ppl, beautiful sunrise yea? haha i dun get to see this nowadays anymore..and finally, some pic we used for our SLA hahaha. awesome pic of the sg flyer yea? With the rows of magnolia clouds haha. Wonder if i'll ever get to see it in sucha nice setting...

Alright that's all for now, hopefully I'll post again soon and not after another 3 months hahaha. Till the next post then.

A few pictures before I begin...

haha i knw i haven't been updating or posting much, but it's because life has been ULTRA HECTIC!!! so far...so be patient k, once i have some free time to sit down and breathe, i'll post pics and all that...though i think i may change my blogskin again soon since the postbox AND tagboard box are so pathetically small....but the blogskin quite LOL right? i think it's damn funny -.-

so life thus far has been mostly concentrated on 4D, working, DUNKIT, FFS, and a few others, but that's about it hahaha....but this is enough to have me sleeping at 2am everyday and waking up in the wee hours of the morning the next day...i barely sleep 6 hours a day during this hols la?! yup and the weeks to coem are gonna be busy too hahaha...

on a lighter note, HAPPY BDAY WEIJIA, ELICIA, JUNAN, TONGJING and other friends whom I have missed out(u can inform me LOL) and the birthday celebrations I have gone to have been fun and MAD hahahaha....

I realise my prom post has mysteriously disappeared so I shall go find it and post it up again haha...thanks loads to louise for helping me with this blogskin!

for the next few weeks should be busy with WORKING(boring...), FACIL STUFF, 4D, DUNKIT, GOLF and other gatherings and meetings muahaha...but i think i'll be reasonably more free during dec than nov so yup hahahah hope to have another fulfilling month like nov!

for now i gtg get ready for some stuff next week, will be posting again soon i hope...tag more! till the next post then!

I seriously need to change my blogskin(hint to nicole yim LOL) because the pathetic size of the box and puny font juz cannot accomodate all I have to post and update for the next 2 months hahaha...honestly, too many things have been happening, I don't even have time to pause and catch my breath till now so...about what's been happening...

So the last day of school has come and gone and I am proud to say it was the most AWESOME one i've had in my sixteen years so far and I absolutely love 4D more than anything else, fei bi mo suo neng xing rong de ai u knw -.- LOL. I'm currently working on my whole 4D post so I won't talk about that here till I finish the post and change my blogskin hopefully ASAP...

kk so today's sunday and i'm supposed to go out with my family to suntec to buy stuff and get my memory card(which i desperately need considering my 2GB one has been used up in a span of only how many months lol) yea then maybe after that will go to support shuting at vivo for her finals for her korean singing competition!! muahahaha....good luck shuting! and tmr and tuesday will be kept for last minute gatherings and also maybe to start on some HCL...which i got complacent abt and didn't really care abt the lianxis in sch XD

ok so abt the past few days which went by so fleetingly but will forever be etched in my memory...hahaha...ok in chronological order from today..basically yesterday woke up at xingqi's house(u'll knw why later LOL) then played hangaroo with weicheng and BBQ while waiting for xingqi to wake up from slumberland LOL. so we juz played and played for arnd 2 hours?! then he finally woke up and we went for breakfast at whitesands...couldn't decide on wat to eat so ended up eating from ANANAS cafe LOL. which weicheng will always say...where's the B? LOL. then while eating, being the usual klutz my food dropped on the floor -.- then we juz sat and talked and ate for awhile before me and weicheng's bus came and xingqi had to go home and prepare for some...mysterious psychology talk ahahah. so went home with weicheng and realised i had 4 plans for the day...

1) Meet the Taiwan people to talk or watch the coffin
2) Meet yujie and nicholas to sing at KBOX or juz some karaoke place lol
3) Meet third lang ppl to watch Shuting's concert
4) Go to watch Wanglihong's concert with nicole yim LOL

or I could just stay at home...so in the end decided to go home and decide. so reached home feeling extremely tired due to the overnight we had and actly didn't wanna go out de but in the end decided I'd make the best of my day rather than sleeping so wanted to join yujie they all in the afternoon but shall juz meet the taiwan ppl first to talk or smth, but in the end we watched the coffin which was extremely -.- honestly la, if ppl out there are intending to spend 9.50 watching it, think again. although we were all practically freaking ourselves out in the cinema, seriously it was -.- chao predictable events and storyline also not the best so....yea XD so after that was supposed to go meet yujie they all but she didn't pick up my phone even after incessant calls so I decided not to go le. and didn't go shuting's concert either cause I was on the verge of sleeping ANYTIME and it was quite far from where I was so I juz went home lor hahha then dozed off immediately after dinner cause was really too tired le hahaha..

kk i realise i'm going out soon so i shall be brief abt the rest for now hahah..

Friday...
Was supposed to meet my 4D classmates to play soccer at Simei! and then maybe chill at minjie's house after that XD but in the end cause super last minute so left us guys only so he six of us juz go whitesands and we had lunch tgt lor haha...then basically juz ate, talked, played arcade, supposed to go LAN but decided to chill at xingqi's house instead so me, weicheng, bbq and zhenzhou went xingqi's house play LOL. shall upload the photos soon...then minjie left to meet his friend at parkway and the rest of us played till quite late then went home had dinner and went back xingqi's house for halloween party!! hahahaha...quite fun, we juz slakced and played RISK and psp and my laptop lol and etc etc...missed my fave tv shows though hahaha bu fan de ai, ghost whisperer and survivor gabon! hahah someone fill me in?

Thursday...
Overnight LAN with weicheng, yuesing, xingqi, BBQ, Xunlin and Yujie who left early, till arnd 6 in the morning then went 7-11 for breakfast! ahaha...they had cup noodles and I was on the verge of collapsing le but i still wnana take pics lol. so after that sat 12 home and the rest slept on the way while i reminisced abt my past year in 4D and couldn't get over the fact that it was really the last day le...so reached home and bathed then slept till 4plus in the afternoon and used the com the whole way when i was supposed to do all my undone hw and all that -.-

Wednesday...
THE LAST DAY OF SCH!!! gonna dedicate a whole post to this so basically we just watched class vids, spammed pics, exchanged heartfelt words, attended our last lessons as a class and all that...will miss it loads though...i love 4D! hahahah...then basically after sch played soccer, then sat bus to plaza sing for dinner, then watched HSM3 and after that went for overnight LAN! awesome day...possibly the best i've had in months!

Tuesday...
Second last day of sch....nostalgia and sadness began to set in...appreciated the people around me so so so much more...thought a lot...had soccer after sch which was as funny as usual then had my I.S.A.C interview which was...not bad I guess hahaaha...then went home as a grp with all my awesome 4D classmates muahaha....

The rest of the days...
I can't really rmb now but i shall go look through my photos later and i'll rmb le LOL. so wait patiently for me to change my blogskin, upload my heartfelt posts and spam my photo posts yea?

Oh ya one last thing before I go...we got back our results and honestly I am quite sad since I missed my aim but 0.07 although I was supposed to get it if not for some reasons that even I dun wanna say hahaha...but anyway what's over is over and I hope my appeal goes through but as of yet I'm gonna be taking Geog Chem Econs Maths(GCME) and Jap!!! hahaha. and kinda convinced and advised some of my friends to take GCME too cause it really will be a fun combi and class I think, so....we'll see then won't we! hahaha...till the following posts!

it's saturday and i'm finally free to sleep as long as i want and wake up late and post hahaha..so the past few days have been extremely eventful and busy...i barely even have time to sit down and think about what i have to do and have free time to just stare into space and stone...hahaha...well so wat have i been busy with?

beginning off from my last post, so school began again with the return of exam papers on thursday, got back Maths 1 and 2, and Chem....well i guess that was pretty much enough to convince me the maths and science path isn't gonna be anywhere in my future? hahaha..started off the day with the others getting back their physics paper and us the bio 5 just sat there in the gym watching the people around us screaming in joy with their Apluses or juz wallowing in depression with their non-Apluses. so after about 15mins aftr they got their physics paper i was kinda bored cause there was nth for us to do anyway so we raised our hands and Mrs Har actually went to announce for all the non-physics ppl to leave the gym, which was practically just US 5. lol. so we left and went to the canteen to catch up and chitchat. talked abt results and the past and future...loads. then not long later the physics ppl came out and some were obviously extremely happy while some were juz gloomy...so we juz all sat tgt as a 4d and ate recess and talked etc etc. oh yea i exchanged phones with momochi to look at each other's songs and she ended up invading my privacy! lol. not that it was anything extremely personal or anything but plz la knw what to open and wat not to right? lol...

after that met Mrs Hong in the canteen and she was kinda beaming at me so i juz asked her how i did for maths LOL. well she was candid enough hahaha, i passed maths 1 and failed maths 2! hahaha. so i guess my surprise for later was kinda unsurprising -.- so went back gym and got back chem? i cant really rmb the order we got back in but yea chem, well ALMOST met Miss Tan's expectations but missed it by that little bit...hope she's not overly sad abt it...i looked at my answers and if i was the teacher marking it, i'd laugh at some of them la...zzz...organic chem honestly sucks lol...ok so after that got back maths 1, 4D is second highest in the level for average i think....79.2 or smth...so hope mrs hong's proud? hahah but i did smth really LOL in the paper...there's this qn where they ask abt the property of the angle in circle thing and i actly wrote the same thing TWICE in my answer. then lucky Mr yap was kind so yea got my 1 mark for that hahahaha. hmm then maths 2, as mentioned above, failed lor. Not really sad at first, juz resigned to fate for a period of time so was like...fail ah? nvm la..maths sucks anyway lol.

then after that we were dismissed so was supposed to go tiongbahru mai yu(as yuesing puts it) but we kinda juz slacked around in the gym for half an hour or so waiting for ppl and talking to others. i talked to ros and sop and sop did well as usual, ros not as bad as she said she would do i guess it's gd ba...then went back to meet the 4D ppl and i started realising i was actly impacted by the events hahah..juz felt kinda sad and we really ended up sitting mrt to tiongbahru. Had lucnh at longjohns with yigang, weicheng, yuesing, nicholas, bram, zhenmei, gina, wenfang, jesmine, hahha at first didnt really talk much but longjohn's chocolate cream pie was awesome man..cheered me up a little hahah..then we ended up playing loads of games at longjohns, all of us sat facing each other and played and talked lor...super fun really, i kinda regained my craze and laughs lol..then after an hour or so got chased out by the longjohns person and we went to the open space outside to continue playing, there were some weird tourists(or juz weird ppl) who kept filiming us while we played? maybe it's gonna end up on the news or smth lol...so played till arnd 7plus then finally decided to go home...sat mrt, talked and finally at tampines had some time alone by myself to think of the day's happenings...hahaha reached home, faced the music and used comp..zzz

next day was friday! started the day by getting back chinese...honestly i can't believe im one of the top students in class cause im usually not very chinese lol. so obviously xiayuan topped the class being the only A+(possibly one of the only few in the level) followed by a few PRCs, then the top Singaporeans Gina and Zhenmei! hahaha. im third, with a score of 67. Yuhui's the top boy with A, and im second. quite a big disparity yea...haiz. quite satisfied i guess cause other classes had like highest of 66 or smth but kinda disappointed in that i let myself down in the paper section cause my mind kept wandering away and as expected, it was the section that pulled my A from zuowen and gonghan to a B for overall. but ohwell, wat's done is done so nth i can do abt it....but the teachers kept saying this was the grade we're gonna get for our HCL olevels if we're not gonna work hard so jy for all singaporeans!

following that was LA, hmm i wont say I did awesome but im supposedly not bad in class..err think our paper was marked by the renowned teacher who fails almost everybody so arnd half the class or so failed, hopefully our compre helps us all! i got 33/50 for this but it's not exactly marvelous la..judging by the K and L ppl with 36, 37 etc...but nevertheless, there's still compre and film so dun worry...

so the first two papers were reasonably satisfactory for me but then came the third(and possibly most disappointing paper) my bio paper. Honestly i like bio a lot and i was even thinking maybe if i did well this time, i'll reconsider my decision to take arts but...nope it turned out horrible. ok so almost the whole level didnt do well this time because the bio departmentd decided to set a killer paper and mark extremely strictly, so i dun think there's even an A in my class unless u count gina but she sadly had to get one mark minused away for that MCQ error so i guess no more As for the class. I looked through my paper and i realised that it was extremely sad la...it's not that i dunno the answer, it's juz careless or i didnt phrase it the way they wanted...so i was like argh, dammit la. tried arguing with Miss Koh over a few qns but she remained firm and pretty much didnt award anybody anything unless it was a calculation error...so i guess most ppl in the level got Bs and Cs. All our medicine dreams have come to an end? haha i dunno, but for me it sure has. hahaha. so after that went to join 4D for soccer! didnt play much at first cause had the CLEP talk so played for arnd 10 mins then went for the talk tgt...

xingqi wasnt feeling well so accompanied him to apply for leave, guess he's recovering now so rest well yea! then went for the talk which i initially thought was gonna be boring but i realise it actly suits me quite well since i supposedly did ok for chinese. so possible sg ppl signing up are me, minjie, louise and yujie! hahahah. hope we all get in and be in the same class next year? srsly sitting with minjie and yujie has been an awesome experience this year..hahaha..kk so after that went for more soccer and i was determined to vent all my frustration with bio so i juz chionged with mad bursts of energy and ended up playing a fine game lol. I never knew i'd love soccer this much...hahah then camwhored a bit with the rest of the 4D team and we just laughed and talked all the way till the mrt, when i alighted at raffles to join my family to eat dinner..oh yea while waiting for my sis to knock off, i was outside her office then i looked at the sky and there was a rainbow...hahaha..haven't seen a rainbow in a long time and it really aroused some mixed feelings in me..so i was juz captivated by it lor...while waiting for my sis lol...

then next day was saturday! hahah i shan't post much abt this although it was AWESOME, honestly la, one of the best days ever! hahaha. but anyway went somewhere with the spikes and yigang and supposedly weicheng(who ps-ed us for www the next day with dunkit ppl including me -.-) shall post more abt this day some other time..hahah..

so was supposed to get up bright and early on sunday to go wild wild wet with weicheng, daniel, weijia, kiayi, louise and tongjing! but in the end due to unforeseen circumstances, the outing was cancelled and i ended up lunching with weicheng at tamp macs then spent our afternoon at tamp sports hall playing table tennis LOL. super tiring but i guess it was worth it, played with some adult pros and i realised i improved le lor...maybe will join table tennis next year? XD then weicheng was obviously super pro as usual...after that continued talking abt life and all that then went home and i went out with my family...hahaha

monday! extremely eventful day at orchid bowl! hahahhaha. I got a chance to refresh my memory on bowling techniques and the day was awesome! hahah. we were split according to register number and in my team was Me, minjie, xingqi, jianyi and yuhui! hahaha. well we kept competing with the other 4D guys team which consisted of yigang, bram, weicheng, beiqin and renjie! so hmm for a little insight....i like bowling a lot seriously hahaha, ever since i learnt it properly in sec2 during postexam enrichment also so i guess i was the top scorer amongst all of us? but i've played reasonably much more than the other guys so i guess with a little more practise, they'll be just as gd! hahahaha. scored 100plus points for my games although i took a little time to get fired up at the start hahaha. Minjie didnt play much at all so me and xingqi took turns to play his turn when he didnt wanna play so yea...but he did fine with our combined effort lol. Xingqi was fluctuating, sometimes he bowls quite well, but sometimes his hand issue makes the ball go in a completely undesired direction lol..but nevertheless he's quite okay and for someone who doesnt play bowling often, not bad la...especially with his "lucky" pink ball...lol. and ever since that day, he keeps saying BALLS now. lol, and he bowls quite well with his left hand, i tried and it wasn't very desirable lol...


Jianyi was good...his balls are like silent killers...nice and smooth, although it doesnt always hit the pins but his style is there and a worthy opponent! LOL. yuhui, though he claims it was his second time bowling, he played like a seasoned player la! not bad honestly and his balls are all strong man..like one hit then all the pins disintegrate..lol kk maybe not that strong but yea u get the point...but he kept competing with me and i won XD hahaha...hmm for the other team, bram was not bad, consistent player but he's not the kind who strikes and bowls extremely powerful balls most of the time la, but extremely consistent i feel hahha...then err yigang, was quite okay, i've seen him play bowling numerous times and he's quite funny LOL. not really his forte but he does try and he can bowl quite well sometimes...hahaha! Weicheng, not bad at all, can bowl quite well but always seems to lose his cool during the second bowl of each turn lol...so his scores are like 7-0, 6-0, 9-0, stuff like that LOL. but quite a gd player nonetheless..next would be beiqin! hmm he's quite calm and composed...just bowls and i rmb he didnt pass(according to our rules, we grade it upon 100 LOL) so i told him to jiayou and pass from the second round onwards, and he did! hahhah, kept improving and proved to be quite seasoned over time...lol...and last but not least renjie! wasnt on form at the start but as time passed, he gradually improved too and was not bad..hahaha...all in all we were all not bad! and we had loads of fun bowling and bowling and bowling all day hahaha..

after that sat the bus to outram mrt and went to the food centre with yigang, weicheng, minjie, yuesing, xingqi and beiqin! hahahaha. Had fun bringing them around the food centre and introducing the good food hahaha...in the end we decided to eat zhu chao!(u knw the kind of food where u order dishes and everybody shares the dishes with bowls of rice) so yea ordered the super famous steamed fish head with excellent gravy and sambal kangkong! hahaha. had a great time eating it and im glad they all liked it hahaha....yuesing shoudl have liked it most cause she devoured the fish and i must say she's quite skilled at eating fish parts lol....the sambal kangkong was awesome too..probably one of the spicy dishes i can take without downing excessive amounts of water..haha...minjie had some fishsoup with rice thing and xingqi and beiqin had chao kway teow! hahaha quite famous one i think...and xingqi, whose appetite is insatiable! hahha, also ate some fried rice which comes with peanut soup...think he had his fill with all the gd food at outram hahah...so after that sat mrt and yigang left to meet his other friends so the rest of us went to minjie's house to chill and play soccer!! hahaha

we started off with soccer at the street soccer court and it was quite fun but super tiring cause 3 vs 3 for soccer ain't easy hahaha...that's when i invented my nonsensical kicks and tested out my goalie skills(which aren't very fabulous really haha) had loads of fun and laughter before we were chased out by some threatening ppl...lol. for more accurate and detailed account of events, u can checkout xingqi's blog...hahaa...so basically it was me, weicheng and beiqin vs xingqi, minjie and yuesing! hahahaha. hilarious game really...then after we left the street soccer court went to play bball! changed teams so became me, xingqi and beiqin vs yuesing, weicheng and minjie! hahaha. super super fun with all the D.I.E and beiqin's "wah mother!" which absolutely cracks me and yuesing up hahaha...then just played for hours till quite late and went minjie house to chill..beiqin and xingqi left after some drinks then left me, minjie, weicheng and yuesing and we ate maggi mee while talking abt stuff. it was awesome fun just sitting in the room and talking about stuff haahah i dunno y...then we played zhong ji mi ma and we had loads of fun finding out abt some stuff abt some of us XD but we were really quite sporting, especially minjie la, playing this game with minjie is really fun because he's ttly honest and that's the point right? hahaha...so after that played till around 7plus then left cause next day had sch so weicheng walked home and me and yuesing just chatted at the mrt station and i really felt quite blessed la to get to know all these awesome friends who always make my day hahaha...then went home and the journey from tamp mrt back home is always when i think the most and sort out my mind hahaa..

so the next day was tuesday! Had our career seminar which in my opinion was absolutely superb! seriously man, i learnt so much more that day about careers and i really liked all the presenters except for the R&D person who absolutely failed to make me entertained at all...lol. Learned loads from the Doctor, Investment banker, Lawyers, Journalist, Psychologist and Interior designer! hahaha. i honestly had loads of thoughts during and after the talk because i was wondering how all of us will turn out in the future...of course there are some obvious doctors and lawyers and etc but as for myself, i really dunno wat i wanna be in the future. Litigation lawyer and journalist seemed appealing enough for me since im such an Arts person after all but maybe there are other more appealing jobs out there? i guess i'll just have to wait and see...hahaha..then all the jap ppl had to leave at the most important part for Jap Olevel oral and we missed out on the part about internship and all that! haiz. but nvm dun think there are much vacancies for the internship anwyay..hahah..so went to moelc with the jap ppl and we were all surprisingly pretty relaxed and just chilled at moelc while waiting for the testing time to come and we just went to the classroom to talk and wait...

I was the second person to be tested! after cindy la and i think i did fine? like oral most out of the other sections because u cant really study for it and it's quite fun to anticipate the questions and passage that the teachers will test -.- so the teachers testing me were the only 2 male jap teachers in the whole moelc and tan sensei was one of them so he kept smiling and after the thing finished he was like, "You've slimmed down since last year!" hahaha then i just smiled and i realised ppl have been telling me how much skinnier i've become since last time and i realised i really am much lighter now -.- wonder if it's a gd or bad thing lol...then got chased out of moelc by the security ppl so found the other dhs ppl who finished their oral and we just sat on the grass patch and waited for the rest while talking hahaha....was quite relaxing just to sit there and talk, if you ignore the fact that cars were passing by now and then and ppl kept giving weird looks from inside lol. so after waiting for a few ppl, the grp of us decided to go to junction8 to eat and chill while waiting for the rest! so we just walked there and settled down at the takopachi stall where we talked all about what we think we would become in the future and all that....predicted what others who become in the future also and had loads of fun imagining our future selves -.-

then finally met the rest and we celebrated nicole chew's bday at the foodcourt hahaha...we just ordered food and sat down and chat hahaha, so coincidentally i met yinrong there with a whole grp of RI ppl hahaha. so continued abt our career topic? and looked at class photos and all that hahaha...then went out to walk and look around then had fun at the arcade area hahha then later sat mrt home hahaha...extremely eventful day which left me extremely tired hahah...so reached home and used com awhile then fell asleep le haha..

to be continued...